When the shift comes…..
I was always told that it was going to take at least 2 years for my business to really get going. I knew l had to believe this, however it didn’t make the weeks in the beginning when l had no clients any easier. Staying on course, keeping my motivation and self confidence up was a challenge at times. Stepping into manifestation mode and trusting in the universe helped, but still it was a daily battle dealing with the rollercoaster of emotions that came in waves. “Can l really do this, Is this really something people want, Am l kidding myself that l am any different or better than anyone else in this field!”
This week we celebrate a year of Ko. I say we, because there are so many of you who have been by my side from the start, encouraging me, inspiring me and returning week in and week out. From family, to friends and my new friends. Clients who have found me via word of mouth, advertising. In the beginning l was worried how you would come to find me, now l know it is not up to us – our guides, the universe will always connect me to the right person at the right the time.
So what is new……..wow….where do l begin! A day away from beginning my Reiki Masters course, a week away from taking my first Yin Reiki class and a month away from completing my facilitators accreditation – l think it is fair to say, rather a lot is new!
The concern l held for Ko becoming a viable income for my family and l has been overshadowed by the excitement of all that is coming and the challenges l now face…l am moving into unknown territory and l will admit l am scared. Am l worthy of all this, am l capable, am l enough? The answer is – l don’t know. What l do know is this…..l wouldn’t have been offered these opportunities if there wasn’t a lesson within them l needed to learn. I have everything to gain and nothing to lose. I am willing to trust myself, trust the universe and trust those who believe l am unique.
Grateful…….a word that holds such incredible power and change within.
Align your chakras my friends……this just got very real and very serious and l for one are beyond excited to see where it takes us xx